Feelings referance

It didnt say I uploaded it ;3; plus it was too small anyway so THIS IS BETTER!!!!

So I was cleaning out my closet, throwing away the stuff that didn't fit and I found a picture and it reminded me of the day i had my first artists block and aasked my dad for ideas and shot him down<3

and then i did as he told me and drew what i was feeling,
in this picture:
me standing on a sad heart thats almost bursting >:3
blue rain for the sadness of rejection from old friends
red rain for the blood of what rivals at school called my "emo-freak" days *im over that now*
grass that stands for the hope of tomarrow being a better day.
and a scarf because its cold in my house >.>